My FRIENDS are my friends




 🎶So no one told you life was gonna be this way... 🎶

Ah I need to get this song out of my head.. Or is it the entire series as a whole? 

Or nahh, I'd rather not.. What would I do without FRIENDS? 

I mean the show? 


See I met most of them through the screen. How else would i? Was never allowed to step out to go anywhere else other than to get educated or blessed in a church and even that, was controlled and monitored. 


I found comfort in my itel button phone with small screen. Searched for cool names to add up on Facebook and became 'friends'. It was a dream come true. But as soon as the screen went off, I was back to being an audience of one. Performing for me, by me. Isn't that fun? 


Books? I read.. A lot. Both, appropriate and inappropriate books. But when I found FRIENDS, I mean the show again.. It healed several parts of me. I lived vicariously through them. I still do. 


Yes! I now had six friends and we lived close to one another, paved through life together and I wasn't so alone anymore. It didn't matter to me if they said the same things everyday, sometimes they did, but it was new every morning. 


And then I made friends, and I realized that it wasn't such a terrible thing to have people I could actually touch in real life. I wonder what they were shielding me from the whole time. Oh well. 


I still have friends.. And I still love FRIENDS.. And there's no going back on either of them. 


Bite me! 

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